~KooKOoMoMo~

Sometimes, fate has
a cruel way of
putting things together,

but surely we can't blame the fate

that has been destined for us.

Maybe it's better
if people just give up
when there's no point
in fighting for something anymore.
When the ship
has finally sailed,
only a fool would go after
when it's already miles away.
But sometimes,
it's a lot better to be a fool
to go after what
we want and need,
rather than to regret
everything in the end
because we never even tried..

Never thought that
Loving someone is so painful
Time goes by day and night
Still I can’t get you off my mind
Thinking about this feeling
That I have for you
Makes me cry
You don’t know what it’s like
Loving you all this time

I’ve tried to forget you
But still I think about you all the time
My heart still beats for you
Breathes for you, looks for you
And these feelings will never fade
I’ve tried to open my heart
To someone else but I can’t
Cause it’s only belong to you
I’m tearing out my heart
To give it to you
But you just throw it away
I can conceal my pain
But I can never hide the way I feel for you

I keep asking myself
Why can’t this feeling just fade away?
Cause I know well enough
It’s almost unfeasible for me
To have your love
Cause in your eyes
I’m just too small to see
And I’ve got this feeling
That you will never ever be mine

Now I’m at the crossroad of my life
Should I just keep this feeling and won’t let it show?
Should I just forget you and walk away?
Sooner or later I’ve got to choose
Even though it’s really hurt me so


                                             -Farafisha-

Did you ever fall for someone you know you shouldn't?
Try hard to fight your feelings, but you just couldn't?
You fall deeper with each passing day,
But try to hide it in every possible way.
He's only a friend, and nothing else....
That's the lie you keeping telling yourself.
You keep on saying he's just a friend,
But deep inside, you're falling in love.
You get so nervous when you meet his eyes,
But keep reminding yourself it isn't right.
A simple glance turns into a stare,
But you pretended that you don't care.
It's "not right" for you two to be.
Is that why you hide it so no one can see?
But how long will you pretend?
Keep lying that he's just a friend?
Perhaps your feelings you can never show.
Perhaps it's "wrong" for him to know.
Your friendship can't be risked over this,
So being his girl is an impossible wish…

what is love???????
LOVE:we THINK about it, DREAM about it, lose sleep WORRYING about it. When we DON'T have it, we SEARCH for it! and when we DISCOVER it, we DON'T know WHAT to do with it...we fear of LOSING it! it's our SOURCE of HAPPINESS and PAIN, but we CAN'T predict which it will be FROM one MOMENT to the NEXT. it's a short word. EASY to say, EASY to spell, DIFFICULT to define, a WHOLE lifetime to prove and...IMPOSSIBLE to live without! that is all about LOVE....

tension! tension! tension!
idop ini penuh ngan ketensionan...hahahahahahhaahaha
too much things to do..
and in the end i don't know what to do...hahaha...
tido lagi besstttt.....huhuhu...