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Saturday, 24 November 2012

Translated to Chinese By: Korea Version Mischievous Kiss
Translated to English By: reena29shadow
Edited By: ChaBori204


“Move back home. What's gonna happen to Mom's dream of everyone staying together happily? Treat Ha Ni better as well. She thought you left because of her. Shouldn't you do something?”

Mom is always worried about Ha Ni. But you don't have to. Ha Ni will find her own way no matter how. This kid is so much more stronger than I imagine.

“I decide my own life. I won't be Mom and Dad's puppet. To Ha Ni as well. You didn't ask for my opinion when you asked her to move back in with us this time. So Mom, just let it be.”

Mom, you are making it difficult for me. How nice it will be if you don't always ask me to do things your way. That is what other people call popularity.

The incident on dressing up as a girl that made me became a laughing stock among my friends, made me singled out from others. Plus being called genius, compared to other kids I know much more, so I've been treated life a treasure.

Unknowingly, I got used to the life of not expressing my thought. In this world that even if I know many things but it still wouldn't be accepted infront of this mom who always says “It would be great if it's a girl.” It's very difficult to express myself.

Now, I'm going to look for myself. Look for the me that can still survive even without any help. A strong world that no one can interfere.

Accompanying the sound of the wind, Ha Ni walked out. Is she angry?

Denying that she's my girlfriend. It's still a little dificult for me to explain.

I don't like to talk about us infront of people whom I'm not very close with. Those people always choose to only listen about what they want. Can our difference be told by words?

Publisizing distorted facts. Do they know that this will bring damage to others? But no matter when, you will still be Number 1 in my heart.

Ha Ni, you are the only one whom I can tell my worries to. That is you! Oh Ha Ni.

Is it right? My decision...

The decision about going to medical school, is it really mine?

Dad who asked me to study business, Ha Ni who said that it would be great if I go to medical school.

I, who will not be the puppet of my parents, why would I be manipulated by Ha Ni?

“Baek Seung Jo, you do well in everything. If you go to medical school, you can cure No Ri and many other people in the world. Isn't it great to be able to help others?”

Couldn't forget the scene of you looking at me. You who told me confidently what I should do. Then on, I secretly learn a little on medical.

Surprisingly, I'm getting interested in it. Gaining more and more interest in the field that's new to me.

So I decided this will be the path I'll take. The way you guided me.

“Anything troubling you? Let me help you!”

It would be great if you really help me. Unknowingly coming after me because I don't look well. You are always looking at me, right?

That's why you are feeling troubled? My friend, Oh Ha Ni.

“I've decided to study medical. Although I'm not sure if it's suitable for me, but this is the first time I'm interested in something.”

“Is it because of what I said? Still remember the things I've said?”

Able and know what to do well...Seems like you have already forgotten what you said to me. Indeed, it's you...silly.

I feel that everything you said to me have special meaning, so I remember everything. I have things I want to do, living my life happily, provide happiness to others...

You said things like if I can become a doctor, I'll be able to save No Ri. I changed because of what you said. My life, you gave me a meaning to it.

Still the same! Panicking Oh Ha Ni!

You said that all your friends have found things that they want to do. You looked really lonely. I want to listen to your worries today, just like how you listened to me few days ago.

“Tell me! Tell me your dream.”

“It's if you're a doctor in the village, I'm the nurse. I will help you with the work, pacifying those crying children. But there's a problem in my dream. If you want to be a pilot, I want to be a stewerdess. If you want to be a professional golfer, I'll be a caddy, still as willful. I'm always revolving around Baek Seung Jo. Don't have a presence of my own.”

Although you said sorry but I still feel secretly happy. In your dreams, there's still me. But can you she become a nurse with her results?

“Isn't it worth it to fullfil your dreams, right?”

I patted her shoulder. Just like what she did to me. The day I went for the exam, you patted my shoulder and say 'good boy'! Like the day in the car on the way to the beach, you patted my shoulder while laughing, and like the time when we were catching the doll. You always comfort me like this...

So today, I also use this way to comfort you. Oh Ha Ni, fighting!! Hope that you'll be able to fulfill your dream no matter what. Even it's really tough, you have to know that you are Noah's snail Oh Ha Ni!

Wait. Wait for the day that we both wear the white robe.

Seung Jo-ah! You decide your future without discussing it with me?”

Dad looked really angry. Dad who always speaks in a soft tone now sounds really angry.

“I wish to do things that I like in my life.”
“Can't you take over Dad's company?”
“I want to be a doctor. I won't take over Dad's company.”

Ignoring my dad's opinion, it's not part of my plan to allow Dad to interfere with my life.

Yes, this is the ridiculous thing that I imagine. Eating the raw yam, drinking the salty soup. This is the first time I'm eating yam that taste like raw potato, crunchy, it really isn't that good.

But I still finished it because it's made by her. She would be very sad if I didn't eat it. How her eyes would be sunken? How much torment would she get from Eun Jo?

I'm always worried about you. I did housework when I was living alone. It's really not something easy.

The empty space of yours makes me feel regret. Only now I treasure you by my side.

Even though I said I'll eat outside, you still prepared a lunch box.

“I did it from early in the morning...”

Pleading, can't do anything other than accept it. Couldn't ignore that thought, I accepted the lunch box in fear.

Right too, I think I heard the noise you made since early in the morning. Although the heart shaped egg looked so good, but how does it taste?

Even though it really did look like you put in all your heart to do it, but why did it make me feel more and more uneasy?

“Your lover did it?”

Department Head asked me. I don't know why but I didn't disagree. Already to the extend that I couldn't deny that you have already gone so deep into my heart.

Joon Gu gave me his eel lunch box and snatched the one Ha Ni made away. Joon Gu, today you will know Ha Ni's nature. Maybe the split second when your fantasy burst will be very charming. Keke...

“Seems like Dad needs operation. I have to be in the company for the time being.”

Slowly, words flew out of my mouth. I thought it would be great if I didn't have to be the one saying it. But there's really nothing I can do when facing the reality.

“Then what about medical school? This is the first time, the first time you have something that you want to do, your dream!”

Yes, that's my dream. A painful dream that disappears.

“Although it's not interesting, but if I stay in the company, Dad will be happy.”

Yes, even if I have to compromise, but it will be good if I can succeed. Although it's boring to me...

“Seung Jo, how? What should I do?”

Today, your sad voice gave me comfort. Compared to me, you who feel sad because of me...Your tears...it became a comfort. Slowly, going into my life, unknowingly it reduced my pain.

The night that we both suffer in agony...Even the stars couldn't get to sleep, you and I couldn't get to sleep...

“President's grand-daughter is there. Do you mind going for a meet up?”

Blind date as the condition of providing financial support...

Business strategic marriage that always happens for business is going to come true? When money and money meets, benefits and benefits meets, it's like begging, I also have to do it? To save the company?

I also have to do the things that I once looked down upon. This is the cruel truth. I understand that no matter how I feign arrogance, I still can't avoid the fact that's coming to me.

Dad works hard like this too? Alone...like this...fighting against how many problems that he couldn't solve?

Man, the support of the family, the burden in the life is too heavy, seems like it's suffocating.


You're still going through so much trouble for my family today but I have to abandon you...How? I...

I hurt my dad too much. There's really nothing else I can do. Feeling sorry for dad who has fainted because of the shock that I gave him.

Dad's dream. I can't act like I don't know dad's hardship all along. Family who rely on this company...

Mom and Eun Jo...what will happen to you?

Ha Ni-ah...what about my heart that couldn't incline to you?

The newly born man in me is bleeding. Pain, very painful.

Now I have decided....abandon you. Delete all those wonderful memories...It's okay, it's going to be okay...it's only 2 years. The memories with her, just forget and it will be okay.

I can forget, keep my heart away. Like a paper that's being hit by water, keeps tearing my heart apart...

Translated to Chinese By: Korea Version Mischievous Kiss
Translated to English By: reena29shadow
Edited By: ChaBori204


You didn't disappointing me, Oh Ha Ni who's always so abrupt totally fell through. Are you really a girl? Right too, this is Oh Ha Ni!

Your sleeping posture, even a wrestler couldn't compete with you. Finally managed to fall asleep and your leg came over or your hands started waving onto my face. What were you dreaming about? Laughing non stop and frowning. Did you just have a bad dream?

Just then, fell of the bed. No matter what, I was unable to sleep. Maybe this is also lucky to me!

Didn't all 20 years old guy imagine something like this. The girl lying beside you, breathing slowly, both hands placing in front of your chest, lying her head on your arm, sleeping soundly.

I might need to go through a very tough night but it's also good in a way, thank you for disrupting my sleep. Thank you for holding on tightly to my heart, Oh Ha Ni. Keke!

You look like a puppy when you are sleeping so soundly. When you frown, you look like a kitten. You look kinda cute like this.

Wear the clothes that you pick? Oh Ha Ni, don't tell me now you are indulging yourself into your fascination about me. Imagining that today is the first morning of our marriage life?

Just a little better, and you start to have unlimited fascination  How should I show you my inner self? Seems like I can only smile like this behind your back, you silly girl.

This kind of newly wed life, how is it entertaining? I beg you, please don't be so over. Although I'm also felt it's interesting.

Having breakfast with you, wearing the shoes you prepared for me, you tapping my shoulder, it's all like some childish make-believe game.

But I will remember this day for a long time, very very long time. A certain innocent and silly girl, the silly girl that imagines a lot, kind of story.

Oh Ha Ni received date request from other guy? What type of guy would like her? With so special taste.

Even if so, this kid wouldn't change. No matter what have you all heard, Oh Ha Ni will not change. Nothing to worry about. Wrong, is that I don't want to worry at all.

Silly Oh Ha Ni, I wore the clothes that you picked for me today. You should be happy if you see it!

Just when I was thinking about that, I heard you said...

“That guy, he's also as handsome as you. That guy also as smart as you. The biggest difference is, he treats a girl much better than you!”

So, that senior is as handsome as me, smart, treating girls well. So, you are going to forget me? You will not succeed!

“Don't have to ask me for permission. Oh Ha Ni is not mine, go ahead!”

Even if I abandon her, she will not go anywhere else but it's also a good idea if you can give up.

I have confidence. I believe that Oh Ha Ni will never leave me!

What's that scorching things that's flowing in my heart? There's an unknown thing boiling. My mind seems like it's going to explode.

How dare he put his arm on Ha Ni's shoulder. Oh Ha Ni, how dare you smiled so happily in other guy's arm? Even I don't have such body contact with you.

It's nothing. I believe nothing will happen. I still couldn't tolerate that arm on Ha Ni's shoulder.

Hurt just like something was poking into me. An unknown fire started in my heart. My heart was like stepping on a thin layer of ice, breaking into half. I...can only ran away from that table.

Oh Ha Ni only likes me. Till now, it's only me! This is only a tactic, a tactic to make me jealous. I try to comfort myself, Ha Ni. She's still that Noah's snail Oh Ha Ni that still only looks at me. I believe that.

No matter what, I still feel that it's a scheme between her and Mom. Because I believe in Oh Ha Ni. Wanted to monitor it further because her looks when she's trying to lie to me is really interesting.

But I really couldn't bear to see it anymore. The moment when I heard that you went on a date with senior at the park, a voice in me was telling myself to quickly end this.

Looking at someone else putting his arm on your shoulder in the park, how will you smile at home? Or will he hold your hand? All these questions filled up in my head like bubbles.

“You guys can't be fighting over Oh Ha Ni right? No matter how you fight, even if you really injured yourself, it has nothing to do with me. But I'm the only one that Ha Ni likes. It's you who will be in the lose end even if you fight!” (Got it? So, Oh Ha Ni's shoulders belong to me!)

The shoulders that my hand was holding on felt so realistic. “Didn't Mom ask us home for dinner together tonight?” (This is how our relationship is like. It's the relation that we can freely move in and out of the house!)

Today, the childish boy in me once again defended his own territory. Oh Ha Ni only likes me!

2nd kiss

“Seung Jo-ah, the mountain trail is so dangerous! It seems like there's animals in there!”

“Where's Eun Jo and Ha Ni? They are the first to set off and they still not back yet?”

Thunders started ringing in my ears. Don't tell me they are alone in the mountain? First time climbing the mountain, they didn't even know the way.

A cold and scary wave crept up from behind. Uneasiness gushed in like Tsunami.

The place managed by Sunbae has sudden increase in customers. Although it's not rapid growth, but it's gradually going up. Other than cafe, I also wish to go other places and learn more.

Sweeping the fallen leaves, welcoming guests or preparing the barbecue pit. Although I'm not very good at it, sometimes it might not even work but's it's very interesting.

Can prove your value but just some simple work that doesn't require to be smart. Only now that I know there're many things in this world that you can do without the need of being smart.

My life that only I know of, thank you for bringing me here. So please, don't get into any accident. Wait for me to thank you personally.

Although it's very easy for others to say that but it's difficult for me. Thank you. Please be safe.

Always in a very rush pace like, really wanted to hurry myself. My pave could never follow up with my worries.

The sun was about to set. That scared cat and young Eun Jo together, they must be really afraid? Why not let me be there?

Able to hear all the hungry animals in the mountain that they didn't even know that way.

Imagining the two shivering, how I hope wings would grow out of my legs so that I could fly over. The cruel imagination was tying to my legs. If God exists, please...them...please...

Oh Ha Ni, look what you have done to me again. Why am I always running when I'm with you? Please don't say anything like “I'm sorry to cause anyone trouble” or things like that again.

Don't move, please be safe. Don't injured yourself. Stay at places where I could see you...Places where I could find you...

Lucky. Nothing happened. That was the first time I was so happy to see you. Oh Ha Ni, your frightened expression made me felt awful.

I hate the you who always startle me, feel angry, feel frightened because of you. Laugh foolishly because of you. Since when my feeling are being controlled by you? Bit by bit, you are peeling off my shell.

I was a little happy to see you that day. No! Was very...


Really scared me.

Afraid that you were lost. Afraid that you got hurt because of me again.

Felt the unknown feeling when I was on my way for the University Entrance interview once again. In the jungle when the night slowly crept in, I was really scared. Scared that I would lose you.

Hate you for always making me lose my rationality...

Sleepy head, it's already late, the sun was already shining brightly, the birds were chirping. You were still sleeping?

I felt really relieve to be able to see you, appearing in front of me safe and sound. Don't go anywhere, just stay here. Wait till the day when I walk towards you...

For me, how great it would be, from the start till the end.

Feel it in your dream? How much I like you?

Now my heart can't stop. Like water flowing downwards, I don't wanna lose you. Couldn't imagine you're not being by my side.

Silly, do I have to say it out? I will rush over if you call me. I will do all the things that you wish for. You still don't understand how I feel even if I don't say it?


Friday, 25 May 2012

Translated to Chinese By: Korea Version Mischievous Kiss
Translated to English By: reena29shadow
Edited By: ChaBori204


“Mom, I'll call.” “I'm off, Eun Jo”

Hope that I was able to convey that messages through Eun Jo to you.

I was looking at you but you were in your own miserable world and didn't bother about me. Couldn't hug you like Eun Jo, couldn't be like Mom, couldn't even say "take care of yourself when I'm not around", only could look at you...

To accompany me to go further, now you have to take a rest. So let's do our best to fly higher.

We...Hope that you will be able to find it within days. Try hard to find it.

The sad face that seems like I'll never see again...still came in the end.

It's been a long time. You waving your hand while saying “Hello”. Went into my heart without permission. Maybe unknowingly I was also looking forward to it? That's why I was happy when I saw your face.

What should I do? You...

What do I mean to you? How could you be so perserve towards me...

The love you have for me, never ending...Why won't I find you irritating? Look at you secretly while I was working is also something interesting.

Looking at you holding the coffee cup with both hands, the way you yawned, biting your pencil, titling your head when you met with question that you didn't understand.

You could be very happy even when alone, Oh Ha Ni. Now it has become like a habit, you are just like oxygen to me. Just like a tree that's always by my side.

What happened? It's been a few days since I saw Ha Ni. Is she unwell? Couldn't be about studies.

Waiting is a torment. You felt tired as well? To wait for me. Where are you now?

Like as if my legs were floating, couldn't sit down to do something. It's been two weeks since Ha Ni last came. Am I missing her?

Just concern about that person who came here everyday stopped coming anymore suddenly. Only because of this? I couldn't calm down.

Been very sensitive to the sound of door opening. Trying hard to find you everyday, but it always dissolved to nothing.

Like a fool...silly. Might as well asked it directly!

Bearing all these alone, turning this pale. Seeing you suffering, why does my heart hurt as well? My heart really hurts. I know this would happen, that's why I came to look for you immediately. Don't get hurt because of Yoon Hae Ra. Silly. Can't you have more confidence in yourself?

You are so stong-willed. Putting your best into everything, Oh Ha Ni. The Oh Ha Ni who will tear for other's pain, the one and only Oh Ha Ni. To yourself...

That's right. I had nothing to say either. I did misunderstood about you and Sunbae too. Why would we became like this? We will understand if we really think about it. But we always got angry for all the little things...

Am I infected by your disease? The Fool disease.

It's not even half a day since I told you that I'm not living with Hae Ra and you appeared. Being in the rain, even your lips turned to purple. How did you endure it? Really want to come here that much?

You...Don't know what should I do with you.

Getting caught it that rain, shivering. Seeing you walked in, I had no idea what should I say.

It really hurts me to see your lips turning to purple, but looking at you not cherishing yourself, really wanted to scold you. Why are you so stubborn?

Can I understand it this way? I'm just standing here, don't have to do anything. Just continue to accept your feelings, can I?

You always shock me. Just looking at me and dash forward without caring about others. I still couldn't be like you. Only you able to do it.

Saying I'm cold-blooded just because I wasn't letting her slept on the bed. I could actually feel Ha Ni who was lying beside me. Body tensed up because of being nervous.

“You...are you nervous?”


Saying the opposite thing that your body felt. Silly, it's not only you who were feeling nervous. I felt nervous too. Although I'm a cold prince, but the young blood in me is not frozen. Always try to mix my feelings for you into the harsh words, to attach it firmly to the thing that I call rational.

Spending a night with me and didn't know what would happen. Example like kiss. Yes, I actually wanted to kiss you, wanted to feel that warmness.

But if it really happens under this circumstances, I don't know what would happen.

You were really warm behind my back. But...but...but I could only restrain myself.

A 20 years old guy, sending off a girl who walked into the dark room. Do you know that it's something very difficult to do? It's not even a girl that I dislike...

During times like this, guys are all animals!
So, I could only hide my feelings under the thing called 'prank'.

How could you throw your undergarment like that and went into the bathroom? Silly Oh Ha Ni. What are you making me imagine? Are you really a girl?

Although I always making fun of you, saying that you stopped growing since primary school. But that was all jokes. You can't take it for real.

You wearing bathrobe appearing infront of me, it's really disturbing. The faint smell that came from your body, the pale shoulders...I'm always hiding from it.

Don't blame yourself. Even if your figure is not that amazing, not that great. Oh Ha Ni! Your existence is already very precious and beautiful.

I'm just not willing to live my life like how Mom has planned. I'm just sick of having such a special Mom. Because of Mom who brought me up like a girl, my friends made fun of me.

Even when I was in primary school, some of them still remember the days when I dressed up as a girl. I hate the me who accept everything that people planned, also hate the Mom did this to me.

Since young, I have shut the door in my heart. Maybe this is the reason why I'm so harsh to my parents. I can't allow my Mom to treat me like this anymore. If anything happen between us, it will just like what my Mom wish for.

I can't accept that. The deep feeling you have for me, my Mom will feel it even deeper. I might be sick of it very soon and then run away from it. So, today I will tolerate it. You, who is just like the spring breeze blowing in my heart.

Tonight, sleepless. Looking at your face, my heart is softening.

Translated to Chinese By: Korea Version Mischievous Kiss
Translated to English By: reena29shadow
Edited By: ChaBori204


“If you like Hae Ra, I... but, why didn't you pull Hae Ra with you when you run but me instead?”

Oh Ha Ni who asked all the stupid questions.

You are always making wild guesses and because you always indulged yourself in all the wild guesses you make, that's why you couldn't see my heart.

Can you, even for just one second, stand still and take a look closely into my eyes?

Look how big your position has become in my eyes. If you see it, you will know the reason why I left Hae Ra and pulled you to run with me. Silly Oh Ha Ni.

“I don't hate you. Although being with you is not easy but I don't hate you.”

It feels really sudden. It's like solving a math question.

Right, that's it. Oh Ha Ni, you are too different from me. How you show others your uncondition love. How you say you hate it but still braving forward to get close.

In the beginning I had no idea how to get along with you. Then slowly I started to see you. After looking clearly, I understood it.

I understood that not everything must be like what I think to be correct. Understood that you are not wrong. If the question is not wrong, then let's find out. Slowly...

To be honest, the day when you injured yourself and we had to give up the competition. When I was carrying you home, I understood that it needs to be stopped. Stop building up that protection wall in my heart.

Your breathe on my back gave me warmth. So happy, it's like finding the puppy that was lost. Felt like the separation for the past few days were all paid back. No matter how I pushed you away, you still walked in despite anything.

I decided to accept it. Just let my heart be. Like a river that couldn't be stopped, praying that it won't be too tiring.

Because I allowed my heart to be free, my heart who was once mixed up because it couldn't understand what kind of person I really am, now looking at you.

From now on, I'll not going to hide from it. From now on, I'll be staying here for a while, waiting for this girl.

You seem like you can hear the water flowing with just one touch...You who seem like you can flow through my fingers...

Now, I'm starting to try to understand you...

Oh Ha Ni! Sometimes I really couldn't understand what kind of girl are you. It's really difficult to understand you. Doing all these infront of so many people, how can it not become a joke for others?

You might think that you are an upright person and also same for other people. Then, you are wrong! Please be more vigilant when you with other people. I will be very thankful.

I purposely walked away, acted like I didn't see it. The way Ha Ni get along with other people... Although I know that I can understand you because I know your innocence.

Not sure if it's because I decided to accept Oh Ha Ni, really get mad easier anytime. Compared to the time when Bong Joon Gu carried Oh Ha Ni, compared to the time when she squated behind the bushes with Sunbae, this time it felt angrier.

They even kissed?

It can't be real, right? It can't be! The person Oh Ha Ni likes is me. She only likes me. I tried very hard to contain my anger but it didn't seem to be working.

The amount of capacity you occupies in my heart equals to how much I hate this moment. Like being stuck in the middle of the road, couldn't breathe.

“The rumour with Sunbae...”
“I'm really scared, I afraid that I've done anything wrong that will cause Eun Jo to be in danger...”

While sobbing, you confessed the feeling that you didn't dare to before. You, who were crying in my arms, hugging you like this, I couldn't say a word. Although I felt better after hearing Sunbae explaining the situation, but because I felt sorry for being suspicious about you even for that second. So, I purposely ignored you.

Though I know that my cold eyes make you very sad but there's this boy in me who has not grown up. Even so, you still treat my brother so... The concern for Eun Jo, worrying for Eun Jo, the anxiety about the rumour. Hugging the trembling you, today is the first time I feel that the boy in me who didn't want to grow up is so hateful.

Cry...cry all you might, till you no longer feel sad, till your tears no longer in pain...

“Such a small kid, doing check up everyday, injection, medication, couldn't do what he wants to do.”

Unknowingly, tears started to form in Oh Ha Ni's eyes. Even if you cry, it didnt' help anything. But you are always like this, crying for others. Right, it's this kind of heart.

Things you have, the warm care you have for others which is what I don't have.

“If it's you, if you are determine, to become a doctor is just like flipping a coin. I hope you can become a doctor and help those children like No Ri and also many other patients who are being tortured by illness..”

“I have to become a doctor just because you said so?”

“Yes! That's it. Isn't that a good idea? Doctor is the profession most suitable for you. Baek Seung Jo wearing a white robe should look really handsome.”

As if it's about yourself. Looking at me with much more confident in me than I have in myself, saying that she hopes I can become a doctor.

Oh Ha Ni....suddenly I felt that, maybe that isn't that bad. Taking care of sick patients, curing people...also felt that it's something very far away.

Only now that I realize, the fear that I have for the area that I don't understand. Able to help those people who are suffering from illness. Maybe it will be like what you said, it's something with great achievement.

At that time, I still didn't know that the things Oh Ha Ni said today becomes an important factor in my life.

You looked once at the star, once at me...

Me, looked once at you, once at the star although we didn't look straight into each other's eyes.

“It'll be really thankful if you don't become a burden!”
Although it's out of habit, the harsh words blurted out of my mouth.

But I hope that you are able to receive my thoughts. It's great that you came back...

Oh Ha Ni, welcome back Oh Ha Ni...

My thoughts were in mess because of the things you asked me. “Hope that you will become a doctor.”

The things that you said that day, it appeared in my mind every night.

Is that really I should do? Can I do well? Can I get out from the world that is full of myself?

I saw a different kind of world through you. Understand that a different world is just being different. It's not that it's wrong. I want to experience this world more. Even if by doing that, I'm not able to be with you.

Today, I learn to leave you. Walking towards the path that you taught me to, alone...

“I think now is the best time to consider what I want to do in the future. I wish to be left in an unprotected world, to find myself again.” After considering for a few days, I told  my parents my thoughts.

“Ok, you should go experience it.”

Though I told my Dad who was worried about my future, that I'm not interested in studying Economics, but Dad is always supporting me. I should be thankful to him.

“Ha Ni just moved back not long ago...” Mom is still worries about Ha Ni.

“This got nothing to do with her. This is my life.”

In fact, Mom might not know actually this has got all to do with her. She didn't know that it's Ha Ni who showed me the other world.

Only hope that Ha Ni won't feel hurt. Hope that you will understand that I moved out not because I dislike you...Don't just because you are not the magnificent flower and felt sorry. I hope that you will realize your unique values.

Know that under the intense heat, even a small tree is very precious. Know that even a small tree that is able to accept everyone is very precious.

Although it's normal, but there's lots of things you can treasure in this world. This, is what you taught me.


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